I haven't been on in a while...
Monday, January 26, 2009 // 5:40 PM
Well, like my previous post, I'd said I may not be back on. Well, I'm back. Yes, I lied. Well, it has been a few months, okay maybe half a year. I have no bloody clue. But Hello again nevertheless.
I must say, I've never felt so befallen for a guy like this before. He's absolutely everything I used to hate in a guy, except for that he made me laugh. I think I've grown to actually loving his looks, and how he is. Surprisingly, he's the first crush that has not treated me like crap. It makes me feel better about myself then I would. He treats me like I'm human, and even more, he's the sweetest thing. Despite that he messes up in class, and he may have failed a year. And another thing - I think he just may like me back.
For ever since the beginning of school (which is a long time from now, if you haven't realized...), he's always looked at me. Or rather, friends and I have always caught him glimpsing at me, even dosing off looking at me. I mean, for crying out loud, he's stalked me to my english class! And all this unnecessary touching, like if he's passing me and there's all the room in the world. The famous touching and lingering...He even tried to 'accidently' bash into me in the middle of the hall, kind of totally missing me. It's hard to explain, really. And to be honest, I could quite literally go on for days of the things he's done, and how much I like him.
I don't think I've ever liked a guy like this before...In the past I always thought, heck, I was in love, what we all think about our crushes, but this is very different, how I feel for him...I guess I should just shut up about this or I'll take this all up in one post. (Yes, I'm continuing :P)
OKAY, so something major; My friends had been in a very big fight. They hated each other, and God knows why. Something about him wanting to hang out with his girlfriend and not them, blah blah blah. Also keep in mind, the ones who were mad at him, were also his exes. One of them believes he's still in love with her, when it's simply not true...It's quite the opposite. And it's annoying how conceited she is. I don't even think I want to be her friend, 'cause all she does is talk shit, or when we're talking about something different, she either thinks she knows everything about it or just makes things up that aren't even true. But BLAH I'm too nice.
I'm done for tonight. I may be on tomorrow. Never know what can happen, something interesting to put on here, hopefully ;D
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