Tuesday, March 24, 2009 // 3:29 PM
I feel like crap. It's almost as if I don't have friends anymore. I get the feeling that the ones I thought I had are talking bad about me, and they don't like me anymore. I think I'm just being paranoid, but fuck. It's like in my mind, I'm going insane. I don't want to deal with this bull shit anymore. I'd probably try to kill myself if I wasn't too lazy. Stupid reason, I know. I also get the random urge to dye my hair reaalllyyyy blond. Like, a platinum blond.
Like this.
The good part, she has the same eye colour and almost skin colour as mine, so it might actually work out. It may take a while to get to that shade though...But it's just for now. For all I know I'll change my mind. But yeah...
-Amy
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