I don't get it...
Wednesday, January 28, 2009 // 5:56 PM
I need help. At least, that's what I think. I think I'm in love with a boy(as I've probably said repeatedly, yes I know, and I also realize it is probably only a crush...). Whether he likes me back is the goddamn question. It's almost like he purposefully forgot what he said to me...The 'silent' treatment doesn't help much. Or maybe I'm overreacting, he is afterall the forgetful type...I think.
Things just never stop though. Something like this happens, and I'm reminded of all these horrible things guys have said to me in the past. You're ugly, you're fat, ew. What's wrong with me? Am I really just so stupid and naive to think any guy would even so much as like me, as these past crushes have so politely put it? I feel so stupid - I just can't help it anymore.
But, on the brighter note - I dissected an eye today :D It was pretty cool. It smelled awful, but the whole experience - Eeeehhh ;D And then we got shots - which surprised me how much I felt it this time compared to before. But nevertheless it didn't hurt. They never do. They're just so fascinating to watch go into the skin. Oh yes, gore fanatic right here. I'd probably get happy off the sight of blood.
Oh goddamnit. I must go. My mother's bitching for me to get off. I'll probably be back on sometime tomorrow.
-Amy♥
